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16 January 2005 @ 02:49 am
I have become the type of person that I cannot stand. This is the sort of realization that should cause immediate self-destruction, but unfortunately I haven't imploded or anything. Yet.

Why won't these damned painkillers actually kill the pain?

It is really fucking cold.
I feel: crushedcrushed
wordplay on January 16th, 2005 01:19 pm (UTC)
You are changing and growing and healing and passing through something. Have enough patience and faith to know that you will come out the other side of it at some point. Anything you can become, you can also un-become. No imploding, dear, as it is strictly forbidden. >:D
Vicki: Sadness.hermorrine on January 17th, 2005 05:24 am (UTC)
I just hate that I've become this person whose life revolved around a man and now that he's gone, I feel empty and like my life is nothing. I feel like the year and a half we were together was just a big lie because I thought we were both happy and I guess we weren't. I want to be happy again and I don't know how.
Alexandra Lynchalexandralynch on January 16th, 2005 10:40 pm (UTC)
I don't know where you're at, or what's going on, but I'm thinking of you and hoping that it gets better soon.