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21 November 2004 @ 06:21 pm
Dreary Sunday.  
Dinner went well last night, so that was good. Then I went to see The Incredibles with my brother - it was really good, extremely funny. Sure, some bits were really predictable, but how can you not love a villian who looks like the son of Heat Miser from the claymation Xmas special The Year Without a Santa Claus? And the preview for Episode III did look damned cool.

Otherwise, I'm feeling rather depressed. Two months later and it's still always there. Even when you've been through it before and you know logically how it works, you always expect you'll get over someone more quickly when you're in the midst of it. I suppose it's because you just want the pain to be over. But despite that and despite the decisions I've made this week, there's been no real change, and I wonder if there'll ever be a time when I don't itch to pick up the phone and call him, or when I don't feel a bit strange hearing a male British accent. I don't know. But I can at least learn from some mistakes - I'm not watching Cold Case tonight, seeing as I'm already feeling down.

I got a free Angel Food Cake lipgloss yesterday from Bath and Body Works. Free is good.

Elizabeth Edwards had a baby at age 50?! O_O If that doesn't make her strong enough to beat cancer, I don't know what will.
I feel: depresseddepressed
now with 50% more irony: Ron trunkkatrionaa on November 22nd, 2004 01:22 am (UTC)
I'm Mr Heat Miser, I'm Mr Sun. I'm Mr Green Christmas, I'm Mr 101.

One day you're going to wake up and not feel this way. And you never know when that day will come, but it will. (((hugs)))
Vicki: Hold me!hermorrine on November 23rd, 2004 12:54 am (UTC)
I hope you're right. And I suppose I shouldn't be so hard on myself about it - it's just that I'm tired of feeling this way and it not seeming to improve or change. *hugs*