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29 October 2003 @ 10:14 pm
I've got a "Hogwarts headache" all right...  
Today sucked. Have an HP-related link.

And then I made the mistake of clicking on someone's link and ended up reading some fandom wank. Big, huge, nasty mistake.

You see, I really don't understand why people find fandom wank enjoyable. Someone please explain to me why hurting other people or making fun of their problems has become a form of entertainment? People I consider friends, people I thought of as geniunely caring, wonderful individuals, go over there and laugh and mock and point and call names and make fun of whatever and whomever with no shame whatsoever. It's making me think I don't know them at all.

Maybe I'm naive. Maybe I need to get over myself and learn that being crass and rude and saying nasty things about others is where the real fun is at, and I'm crazy for trying to be nice for the most part and thinking the best of people.

And the saddest thing of all? This post about my disgust with fandom wank and disappointment in the people involved with it will likely end up ON fandom wank - this time with me being made fun of and called names. Well, I hate to break it to all of you wankers, but there is nothing could you possibly say about me that would be more painful than the things that have already been said - so go for it if that's what gets you off. -.-
 
 
I feel: disappointeddisappointed
 
 
 
[will fuck for sex]anatsuno on October 29th, 2003 10:35 pm (UTC)
something like that.

i've been feeling like explaining my entire sets of ethics and opinions and tastese regarding that, for a while. I might finally do it, at your request-- I'm not sure it's gonna be too soon, but I think I will.

It probably also comes from the fact that we don't think the same things are nasty and rude... But that's already a part of my essay, and I should go get anna and Erin form her plane. with Toby here, it will be a nice wanka moot among people I, also, consider caring and generous (more than myself)... And maybe a quartet of people who disppointed you?

I don't know. I'll try to explain.